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DROW

i dont believe god.. because if he exist , he be the one who detect me ..  he is a asshole

Cynthia-autumn

xiaomi is a nice girl, i like her a lot

Cynthia-autumn

i do not believe in god neither, but sometimes you just need to have some faith

Cynthia-autumn

<P>what i believe is, there is no one in the world is 100% reliable beside yourself.</P>
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Cynthia-autumn

that is the bloody truth you have to live with

DROW

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原帖由 <I>Cynthia-autumn</I> 于 2.5.2008 19:01 发表 <A href="http://www.kaiyuan.de/forum/redirect.php?goto=findpost&amp;pid=1778080&amp;ptid=226709" target=_blank><IMG alt="" src="http://www.kaiyuan.de/forum/images/common/back.gif" border=0></A> i do not believe in god neither, but sometimes you just need to have some faith

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<P>i loose it .. i cant find it anymore... i always ask myself where is the true nature from me .. maybe i am not faithfull too long... and i fear iam done... dont know when how. where it happens .. where is me... who am i... do you know who am i? why do you know me? how? is that truly me you are talking with?</P>

DROW

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原帖由 <I>Cynthia-autumn</I> 于 2.5.2008 19:02 发表 <A href="http://www.kaiyuan.de/forum/redirect.php?goto=findpost&amp;pid=1778083&amp;ptid=226709" target=_blank><IMG alt="" src="http://www.kaiyuan.de/forum/images/common/back.gif" border=0></A> what i believe is, there is no one in the world is 100% reliable beside yourself. &nbsp; &nbsp;

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<P>so i should ... work with that... somehow get use to it and try it faithfully</P>

DROW

ah.. i get it.. i think be myself is dangerous ... so i fake it .. for a long time.. because ... i am too directly .. and i fear somebody would laugh about me .. and do trick to me .. harm me.. but there is a power ... i dont know maybe its the evil or unfaith side of me... this power controls me .. and im totally been defeated..

DROW

and i think internet is a visual place.. i can do whatever i want... so i play and play ..  and forget the faithfull myself... is it the reason why? the fear.... enemy of my whole life... i truly wish i dont fear anymore... when i am myself.. its not a game...one  person one forum one internet.. its also the society .. and i fear to lose ...... i fear to lose... then just lose one time.. face it.... truly lose..

Cynthia-autumn

sometimes people want to run away from the the difficultities that he is facing. Well, maybe it helps to release a bit of the stress, but it does not help to solve the problem. You gonna face it anyway at the end.