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<!--QuoteBegin-行走城市的猫+27.04.2006, 08:10 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(行走城市的猫 @ 27.04.2006, 08:10 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->竹子，我写了一篇日记来记录回家的心情，因为我们都来自北京，于是和你分享，也许，我们有着同样的心境吧。<br />What good does a return to China do?<br /><br />Day after day I am asked the same question: where will you stay for work, in China or in Germany? My question is always the same: It depends. Yes, I do not know where I should stay.<br /><br />Now I am in Beijing, now I am in capital of China, now I am in my home, now I am in China. In two weeks, I feel warm and content to be home, I feel safe and delighted with my parent, I feel easy and comfort on the street, and I feel free and happy with friends. It is so nice to be home, to speak my mother tongue, to step on the earth of my fatherland! This land is always jolly, is always busy, is always uproarious, I am infected to be cheerful and high-spirited, really want to be with my country, run with him, laugh with him, dance with him in such a high speed. In China, you can feel a kind of wind, this wind will roll you up and take you away, but where will you fly? Nobody knows. Vaguely unconsciously, I fear such a high speed; I know this speed is not my speed.<br /><br />In this speed, my loving Beijing is so over-crowed, in supermarket, you should wait at least 5 minutes before you pay even not at rush hour; in road, traffic jam is normal; in park, what you can enjoy is just to find a toilet which you will not wait for long time. people, people, people, everywhere, anytime, pouring into your eyes are…people.<br /><br />In this speed, my loving national citizens become more unsatisfied with their living standard. They are jealous of another who are getting richer earlier than them, they become more greedy and aggressive, they are complaining, they are grumbling, they want to be successful in short time. I can not catch the expression of peace in the their faces. So I like to switch my view of sight to old people, they enjoy their old life style, they are still so mild, elegant and calm. I always believe that Chinese is kind of race who can age gracefully.<br /><br />I do not like this speed. Maybe I should stay in Germany, I guess. But what I have felt in Germany? Another extreme, this land is too cool, too quiet, too logical, on this state, you will never be crazy, you will never be hotheaded, you will be…lonely.<br /><br />Yes, I feel quite lonely. I love staying in University not because I am industrious, I love staying in fitness not because I am zealous athlete, I just do not want to be alone in my small room, I just do not want to watch DVD alone, but in Germany, the feeling of isolation is the feeling you must face, with it, you can concentrate to your study, you can have more time to think about your career in the future, you will have more private time to develop yourself. This feeling teaches you, be strong and be yourself! In this state, you will never lose yourself, because you only have yourself.<br /><br />Go back to the initial question, where I will stay? One country is too busy, I will be lost in crowd. One state is too cool to just with yourself… where I will stay, I have no answer until now!<br />[right][snapback]963198[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br />回来啦！ <!--emo& --><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/biggrin.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='biggrin.gif' /><!--endemo--> <!--emo&(F)--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/rose.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='rose.gif' /><!--endemo--> |
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楼主: 竹子
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发表于 27.4.2006 07:10:38
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